Feel lonely

These days, especially after the exam, I felt very lonely even thought I went out to meet new people everyday, I still felt something is missing and I can’t get it, I haven’t found what it is now. May be the other half in my body, after all, I am an adult now.

Two days ago, I stayed in my flat and didn’t go to the church even thought I made an appointment with the missionaries. To my surprise, they came to my flat to teach me the Mormon, but I never told them where I lived, so terrible, they tracked me once but I didn’t know.